35的女人，离婚，有两个孩子，一个有病的父亲。。。月薪只有马币1300，还有负债，供屋，因为签了约无法换工，唯有寻找出路。。。能够做的就是晚上在夜店上班。。。一个人一天要做两份工，的确很累很辛苦，而且并不是自己想要做的工作，但是为了生活，没有办法。。。一个人撑得那么辛苦，到底什么时候会崩溃呢？或许，她已经崩溃了。。。因为她的眼泪决提而出，压抑了那么久，终于释放了。。。
当我们在不满足现状，埋怨种种时，或许，看到比我们的生活还要苦的人们时，是否应该醒觉，原来我们已经很幸福了。。。
曾经我说过，爱不能利用物质来衡量。现在我想，我应该明白了，的确，爱不能利用物质来衡量，但是物质却是爱的体现。。。在不能够确定对方的心意时，这时候对方送的礼物就是很好的表达了对方的心意。。。我想，应该是这样吧？？？！！！
当一个人不想再提起某个人时，到底那是什么感觉，怎样的心情？是恨吗？是爱吗？如果是恨的话，是什么原因造成不可原谅的地步呢？恨的背后还是有爱的。。。心里深处的爱可以超越恨吗？恨一个人很辛苦，不是吗？如果恨的是一个深爱你的人，或许他或她因为一时无心所犯下的错，难道真的无法原谅他或她，继而让自己也让对方永远处在痛苦当中吗？如果是真的爱对方，不想提起他或她，是因为他或她的背叛？是因为他或她不再属于你了吗？
无论是什么样的情况，若是对方做错了，若是对方不爱了，原谅，可以让自己没有恨的担子，恨是因为有爱。。。爱对方，不一定要拥有他或她，只要他或她幸福快乐就好了，不是吗？学会放下，没有了痛苦的负担，每一天都将会是快乐精彩的每一天。。。
I see the guys tryna’ holla
Girl I don’t wanna bother you
‘Cause you’re independent and you got my attention
Can I be your baby father
Girl I just wanna show you
That I love what you are doin’ hun
I see you in the club
You gettin’ down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you
You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You’re so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You’re so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You’re so beautiful
[Colby O'Donis]
Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away (yeah)
And like the sun you
Brighten my day, you brighten my day (yeah)
I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin’ down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you
You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You’re so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
You’re so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
[Kardinal Offishall]
Kardinal told you
Whether the sky blue or yellow
This fella ain’t that mellow
If it ain’t about you (you)
Hourglass shape make the place go (ooohhh)
Waistline makes my soldier salute
I’mma brute (brute)
High from your high heel game
High heels push up ya ass last name
And you livin’ in the fast lane
Eyes like an angel (goddess)
Watch my yellin’ as she undress
Spotless (otless) bad to the bone
Make me wanna go put me in the triple X zone (zone)
Lames don’t know how to talk to you
So let me walk with you, hold my hand
I’mma spend them grands, but after you undress
Not like a hooker, but more like a princess
Queen, empress, president
Pull any way ya got my love
‘Cause your beautiful (okay??)
[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin’ down good
I wanna get with you (ohh yeah)
I see you in the club
You showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you
You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you’re so beautiful (so beautiful)
So damn beautiful (so beautiful)
[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You’re so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You’re so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You’re so beautiful
[Akon]
Where’d you come from you’re outta this world
To me (ohh ohh)
You’re a symbol of what every beautiful woman should be (oooh wee)(ohh ohh)
[Colby O'Donis]
I never wanna see you cry cry cry (don’t cry)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie (oh yeah)
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry (ohhhh)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie (lieee)
[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin’ down good
I wanna get with you (ooh yeah)
I see you in the club
You showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you
You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
You’re so beautiful 
